.I wish.

I love this song. I love the lyrics. I love this vc too. So sweet :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Atz5C8BmAI4&feature=related

.rainbow.

Akanku anggap,

Kesedihan itu seperti hujan

Tidak kira selebat mana pun

Tidak kira seberapa lama pun

Pasti,

Aku yakin pasti akan reda

.angels.

I am tired. I’m tired of what I’m going through now. I feel very weak and miserable. But, thank you Allah. You never give up in giving me lesson, never give up in sending someone to remind me of reality, of how I need to be strong and move forward. I lost count of how many times I feel like crying during usrah today. Semuanya terkena di batang hidung sendiri. Semuanya ada pengajaran for me to go through dugaan ini. Again, thank you Allah.

These two verses are my favorite. My sunshine through the darkness.

Surah Al-Baqarah verse 286:

"On no soul doth Allah Place a burden greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earns. (Pray:) "Our Lord! Condemn us not if we forget or fall into error; our Lord! Lay not on us a burden Like that which Thou didst lay on those before us; Our Lord! Lay not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Blot out our sins, and grant us forgiveness. Have mercy on us. Thou art our Protector; Help us against those who stand against faith."

Surah Ya Sin verse 82:

"Verily, when He intends a thing, His Command is, "be", and it is!"

.scarlet.

mayat hidup. i guess that's how others see me now."nadia,ko nampak suram la"."nadia,ko nmpk xberseri la"."nadia,nape monyok je?"."along,are you okay?you look weird".hahaha. i don't know. i think i'm okay, but people see me k.o instead.

do i really look that disastrous? :p

i know,i'm going through hard time now but i believe, i was born with extra tabah and sabar. so, yeah, i'm okay. hmm,i told my mom about all the mayat hidup thingy, then she said to me, "perhaps you should put some make up on, dress up, and enjoy!"

mama oh mama :) you're my strength. always have and always will. i love youuuuu.